Growing and Changing in God

I have been reading a wonderful book called Sacred Rhythms: Arranging Our Lives for Spiritual Transformation (The Transforming Center Set) by, Ruth Haley Barton. I am growing and changing in my relationship with our God.  And our God and in particular my relationship with Him is revealing His desire for me to write.  I came to find this book through a good friend name, Matt W. (thanks Matt!) 

Presently, I finished the chapter on considering the Sabbath as God intended it to be.  Being able to redefine what a day of rest looks like for me personally is beginning to take shape at least in my mind.  For me, Sabbath means rest and relaxation and I put some of it into practice today.  I went to Church at a later hour than usual, I carpooled with a friend and her sister, I kissed and hugged some good elderly friends, I witnessed vulnerability of my pastor. Upon returning home, I finished roasting a turkey breast, baked pumpkin (and seeds) and apples, made mashed potatoes and chopped up veggies for an avocado and olive oil dressed salad. Only Roger ate the turkey with everything and I ate only the fruits, seeds, and veggies.  I am currently on the Daniel fast (Daniel, chapter 1).  The fast is another way I am deepening my relationship with our God for an extended period of time.

Once again, observing my Sabbath today included taking a nap and reading.  I have decided that while I needed the rest today, making this a ongoing routine will need to include my entire family as much as possible.  The Sabbath should include spending precious unstressed time with those who are a part of my life.  I can see it evolving into inclusion of others at certain times when we all have the need to belong.  This of course means, friends too.   

What this day of Sabbath does not mean is working and being stressed out.  If I have not finished some chore, it will have to wait until my Sabbath is over.  God wants all of me at my very best.  I can be as creative as I am made to be on the day He created for me to be free from worry, work or stress.  My Sabbath is officially over for the day. It felt good today to be mindful of this very special day, set aside to appreciate God and His goodness.  It feels good to write about it too.  Grateful, gratefulness.